problems

It's not how you say life isn't fair.

It's just how people see life based from their own comfort zone.

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condolences to Veronica Ho

though i may not know you much,

but i see you as a brave person fighting for life.

May you rest in peace.

Think

I regret so much for not buying that book.... urghh no use regretting it now Ashley....so far i finished "Dear John" by Nicholas Sparks reckoned by Daniel. I guess its the heartbreaking one of all books i've read so far. I bought 5 books from India. The Mars and Venus book i might give this to somebody who in need of love or something; Might consider giving it to Ngai Charm haha 8)

mooving on...

i'll do this brief and fast, dang i'm so lazy.

- bought a cardigan....like FINALLY!!!!

- addicted to Sims 2, yep, i made two sims making babies and enjoying killing them -.-

-bought cropped jeans and a jacket. dude i think i should stop buying jackets ...

-felt like puking after chillis = =

I'm like very desperate to find a place to stay...its like 3 weeks already and i'm still homeless ;_;

what's in my mind lately

There's this sudden roar inside my heart sending messages to my mind saying.....

I WANT A FRICKING DRIVING LICENSE AND GET A FRICKING CAR!!!!!!

.period.

sour plums GOOD

many things happened. i try to blog about it tomorrow or then. so heres the very brief records.

2nd october- experienced riding motorbike for the first time .

15th october - playing diwali firecrackers. will never forget.

17th october- experienced a one day flight delayed. yet the airlines sponsored us to a stay to a 7 star hotel.FREE Good food. Good spa experienced with the ombaks.

18th october - touchdown in KLIA at 4 a.m thanks to yb's friend to drive me from there.

19th october - went to chilis for yb's bday. had a one day sore throat the next day ...

26th october- went to office. found out i have to wait for few weeks cus of visa issues.

27th october- bought ipod shuffle with my salary and its green :)

28th october- frustrating to find a new place in damasara while watching The Last Samurai...@.@

Happy Diwali :)

Today is my "graduation" whereas i've completed my Apprentice program in India. Again I had mixed feelings, the feeling i don't want to let it go and i want to keep it in my heart. the feeling whom i wished to stay longer with the people in R&H. 8)

Thanks for the experiences you guys gave me.Swear i never forget it.Especially meeting the fun people of R&H. They're so different from the people I've met in my life. They really appreciate your little talent you have, and i love they make fun noises around the pods. I hope the near future i'll have this kind of working environment :)

My flight back to kl is scheduled to saturday 1a.m . Expect me to change when you find me :)

Time

i have mixed feelings when the time comes for us to go back.

i wonder if i can meet the people in the office too.

even those playful guys in the MM dept. :P

and..... chole bathura.... and poori bahji...

i wish i can stay here abit longer......

into books

its 7 a.m and the sun shines so bright in my room.

today i am alone in the apartment. cus 8 of our batch went to the trip to Taj Mahal. while i left behind cus of some reasons. but i am pretty sure i might come to india in future.. :). instead of feeling jealous of them, i had plans today to the mall . boooks boooks and booooks. since coming to india i started reading every night before bed.but for now i rather read chic flicks and self improvement books. however i'm not sure what happens next when in kl. but anyway the books here are waaaayyy cheaper than in kl. A new book from sophie kinsella just came out in india, selling for 699 ruppees. i want!!!

okay pushing aside the nerdy talk. let me brief my experience in india.

- i cannot get into a crowded train in a empty stomach. something can really happen to me.

-i cannot eat much during meals...yet i cannot skip breakfast.

- i always shake my head . OAO

-i eat ice cream for sugar to be hyper during working days.

-my mandarin sucked so bad but at least my cantonese improve.....abit.

-been thinking alot about my mom and dad and friends in malaysia. and of course him....obviously...haha

-I always rant how i miss the food in malaysia.

-I always think what will happen if tomorrows is the day to go back to kl.

besides that i learnt few hindi words from the guys in the pod. and we taught them cantonese. haha. i dun think its a good idea to say what i've learnt. its too unexpected .

i guess i should end this post.because im going for some ff9 time!!!!

p.s KFC for lunch!!! krusher ftw!!!